August.

Once again we all say how fast the previous month has seemingly flown by.
And it has, yet again, flown by.

As I sit here, I wonder...does it all happen like this?
Does everything speed past, onward until the end?
I just wish everything would slow down for a second.

A lot had occured in the month of July that made me wonder, if only for that single second, am I wasting my time? Time. Time to dream this summer away. Time to be with the people whom which my last four years were surrounded by. Time for them all to move on without me. Time for me to grow. Time for lives to begin and end.

August is going to be tough for me, and all other seniors of two thousand and eleven, as every August is for a graduating class. It's when those goodbyes become reality. In a few days, I'll be saying goodbye to some of my best friends. I can't imagine what that is going to be like, and honestly I don't want to.

July was beautiful. Full of love and heat and pure life. July introduced me to some very incredible people. July also has come very close to pulling some incredible people from my arms.

I hope July was beautiful for you too,wherever you may be,whomever you may be.
May August bring you life, love, and hapiness.
Once again, thank you for following along with me.
C'est la vie.
-K.


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Lifes changing.

The past fourty eight hours have been quite strange for me. Last night, I had such a wonderful evening with my family, basking in the heat that has swept over the entire country for the past week. Everyone was happy, and the world stopped being terrible if only for us. I laughed like I never laughed before.

But still inside of me, I was nervous. In only a few hours, I was planning the next few months of my freshman year of college. I was so excited to learn my courses and meet my advisor at 9am, I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep. Sleep. I could dream of it now. After a few hours when the excitement of the day calmed down and everyone was asleep, my dad, my hero, began experiening extremely bad pains in his stomach. Okay, the thing about my father is that he shows no pain. You know something is wrong when he asks my mother to drive him to the hospital. One fourty five, am.

Text after text, I beg my mom for results. Stupid hospital cell phone rules, don't they know that my dad is there? I need information. Of all things, a kidney stone? How could such a minsicule thing pull down a giant. A few pain killers and curses later, my dad arrived home. Safe. Four thirty, am.

I can't sleep. I can't help but wonder about my dad, my advisor, my mom. Mom, the strongest woman in the whole wide world. Driving an hour away in rush hour traffic to an uncertain future in only a matter of meer hours that passed like seconds.

My schedule is amazing. College, two days a week? Are you joking? I don't know if this will be good or bad, but from where I see it, it doesn't seem to rough. Tomorrow, is just another day. But it isn't. Tomorrow is a big day. An interview. Old Navy, please hire me. I need this. Ten Seventeen, pm. I'm writing this and wondering about my day tomorrow. And I know I won't sleep tonight either. Summer sucks in that way, no one ever sleeps the way they're supposed to. But I'm okay.

My dad is okay. I'm okay.

Life's changing. And I think that that, is okay.
Until the next time, ciao.
C'est la vie.
-K

Changing..

Tumblr has officially taken over my life. I think this blog will be mostly used for personal photography, rants, and product reviews.

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Rant.

These past few days have been quite eye opening for me.
I cannot believe how truly ridiculous some people are.

I have been friends with a very amazing person for about six years now. Through their ups and downs, I've never left their side. I couldn't imagine living my life without their daily words of inspiration and pure kindness. Until today.

After a conversation about religion, all of a sudden, this persons views of me as a person completely changed. As a very devout christian, this person didn't realize that my views of God and all things holy are a bit different than theirs. Instantly, they became very persistant, telling me that my soul is in danger, and that I need to study the bible. They told me that they were fearfull for my well being, and someday if " I ever make it to Heaven's gate, God may turn me away and say they never knew me as his child." I'm not one to usually take things to heart but this struck me completely off guard.

I don't understand why such a beautiful friendship is ending. I don't understand why views of a person are strictly based of the belief in a higher power. I do believe in God, but my ideas often change, as does everyday life.

I'm not one to rant, but I needed to get this off my chest.

How dare you judge me based on my own relationship with God? I have stood by your side through thick and thin and this is what I get in return?

I'm sick to my stomach. I just lost a piece of my last 6 years in a couple of text messages. People change.

C'est La vie.
-K.

C'est la vie.

La vie est fabuleuse.
-k.

Love is a beautiful thing.

July 9th, 2011 was a very special day for my family. I'd like to use this post to say congratulations to my cousin Lindsay, and her husband Jamie! Your wedding was absolutely beautiful, fit for a Princess, and her new Prince Charming. I love both of you very much, and wish you the best for your future together as husband and wife.
Love is beautiful.
-K.

Welcoming July..

So this is the fourth post of this month, and it's very unlike me to not rant and rave as my first post. SO, here we go.

I say this every month and I think anyone reading this would agree that June absolutely flew past us all. June was probably the most incredibly odd month of my life. I just couldn't believe that everything that was happening to me, was actually happening. In June, I...

- Finished my last day in high school.
- Quit my job.
- Went to prom.
- Received a scholarship for writing.
- Graduated.

Honestly, I feel like none of that ever happened. I feel like one day, I'll wake up and get dressed to go to the bus stop for my first day of 10th grade again. As much as people try to tell you that those four years are the best days of your life, they are, but they're also the fastest. When people ask me how old I am, I cannot believe that I say I'm 18. Wasn't my sweet 16 last week? Didn't I just attend my 8th grade formal? High school orientation? Everything is a bit surreal. I feel like I'm floating, high on life...and the only thing keeping me grounded is the realization that in a few mere weeks, a large majority of my past is leaving for a brand new start. Some of my best friends are traveling for college. It's strange. Really..it is.

But my new start is soon to come. I'll find something new. I'll start my own journey. I'll grow and learn and hold so tightly onto the memories that June left me. And I'll be thankful for that month.
And I'll be Kristen Nicole.
And I'll be okay.
I hope you will too.
I hope you enjoy the beauty July brings.
C'est la vie.
-K.

You can take everything..

Skies are crying, I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken and untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed.
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet.
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass...
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down,
I will be rising from the ground.
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper..

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear yeah.
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down,
But I'm closer to the clouds up here.

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down,
I will be rising from the ground...
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper.




Demi Lovato - Skyscraper.
Absolutely incredible.
-K.

Work it, bitch.

This is why people should be famous.
I love Adele.
C'est la vie.
-K

FAVORITE ( guru edition ).

I have to say, one of my most favorite, and first beauty blogs I ever laid eyes on was dulcecandy87. You can watch her vlogs on youtube under the name www.youtube.com/dulcecandy87. The thing about DulceCandy, is that you can relate to her! She's a mother, served in the armed forces, and studied fashion. She's very true when she speaks, and is a role model to other girls who plan to blog or vlog.








For someone to have so much success through blogging and youtube is really impressive. Her style is impecable. She is classy, but still follows top trends and the latest fashions. Her makeup tutorials are always spot on, and she uses drug store products as well as high end makeup. It's almost addicting to watch her vlogs. If you haven't, check out her blog at www.dulcecandy.com.
Who are your favorite beauty bloggers?
Let me know!
-K

Ciao, ciao for now.

As I'm writing this, I should be packing. I'm so excited to go on vacation, but I am the worlds biggest procrastinator. I cleaned my room entirely from top to bottom instead of putting a load of laundry together. I may not be on here for a while, because I'm not sure if I'm comfortable bringing my laptop on vacation yet.


If I don't come on, I wish you all the very best first few days of July. It's supposed to be beautiful here in New York, and where I'm going. Hopefully, it will be beautiful wherever you are. Spend these days happy, basking in the rays, and laughter. I will. I cannot wait to just be on vacation already.I love this place, but leaving it is something I look so forward to each time I go.

Ciao, for now.
c'est la vie.
-K.

I love New York.

@katyperry : We out celebrating #EQUALITYFORALL

LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE.


Final Vote: 33-29




“You get to the point where you evolve in your life where everything isn’t black and white, good and bad, and you try to do the right thing. You might not like that. You might be very cynical about that. Well, fuck it, I don’t care what you think. I’m trying to do the right thing. I’m tired of Republican-Democrat politics. They can take the job and shove it. I come from a blue-collar background. I’m trying to do the right thing, and that’s where I’m going with this.”
-New York Republican State Senator Roy McDonald speaking to a reporter (New York Daily News)

Finally.
I'm not gay, but some of my closest friends are...and I'm happy to say I live in a state that is now allowing my friends to be in love, and not be shunned for it.
Congrats!
-K.

Welcome to the world.

I'd like to use this post to say congratulations to my cousin Lisa, and Lee, the proud parents of their second baby girl.
Addy Lynne came into this world at nine pounds, twelve ounces.
May god watch over this beautiful baby girl, as well as her big sister Ava.

I love you guys, and I cannot wait to meet you Addy!
Love, your big cousin,
Kristen.

A new beginning.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
Today, I no longer attend Sachem High School North.
Today, I am a new member of my high school alumni.
Today, I am Kristen Nicole.
The same girl I was yesterday, but completely different.

Tomorrow will be different.
Tomorrow, I will grow, and learn.
Tomorrow, I'll regret, and relive.
Tomorrow, I'll become a new person.


So many changes will and have been happening for me within these weeks.
I will no longer work for the company which has helped me grow so much over these last few months. Although I'm excited to move on, I'm afraid that I may regret my decision. If I do, it's only another experience to learn and grow from.

Will I see you again, class of 2011...or will we all just become strangers?
-K.

Prom 2011 :)

" Now I've had the time of my life, and I owe it all to you.."
-K

Weave..

I have to do a separate post from my next one. This is how I had my hair done for prom, and I don't think I've ever been happier with the way it looked. It took 70 bobby pins and 3 hours, but it was well worth it.
Thanks to Tamara from GLAM salon in Lake Ronkonkoma for making me feel like a princess!
-K.

Graduation state of mind.

It's 3am right now, and I'm a bit delerious, so don't be suprised if I ramble on and on. In three and a half hours, I'm supposed to wake up, and get ready for the most important day of my last eighteen years. In three hours, I walk across the stage and recieve my highschool diploma. I don't really know how to feel about that. I can express an overall feeling of excitement, and that's not suprising coming from a senior in highschool. But, on the otherhand, I'm confused. Im upset, and I don't know how to express these feelings. Happiness and excitement is easy to relay to everyone, with a smile. Tomorrow, I will smile. I will be happy.
EVERYTHING, is changing.
I'm blessed to be surrounded by the most incredible people in the world during these changes. I'm blessed to be loved, and happy. I feel spoiled, but that is a harsh word to use, because I am forever greatful for everything I have.
Like right now, I'm writing on my new laptop. This laptop is for college. My parents are the best....seriously.
Rambling.

I guess I'll say goodnight now. I'll try to sleep, and take deep breaths to try and stay calm.

I feel like Carrie Bradshaw though, and that's amazing.

C'est la vie.
-K.